Sometimes you just have to get through the bad, and that's all you can ask for....
I realize that it has been a long while since I have updated. I guess that I've just been really busy. It's been just over a week since I became an offical lifetime sister of Alpha Chi Omega and I couldn't be happier. These women are my soul, the missing link in my heart. I could not have found better girls had I looked my entire life.

This past weekend has not been one of my best. I got into a fight with my dad and then into a fight with my mom all in less than an hour. One right after the other to be precise. My mom continually knocks the fact that I'm in a sorority and finally I couldn't take it anymore. I asked her why she felt the need to lecture me for something that makes me happier than I have been in nearly 4 years. I wanted to know why she felt like trying to shred the one thing in my life that actually makes me happy and why she couldn't just be happy that I'm happy. She didn't have anything to say. I feel so much pent of anger towards my mom...my dad as well. I don't like it and I don't like who I become when I'm around them. I think I might start going to counselling. The emotions that I feel when I think about them are not normal and I'm tired of feeling that way.

On a brighter note...I was able to get Jess to come along to Encounter with me tonight. It was very interesting and Cindy did a wonderful job speaking. We taped pink hearts to our backs and went around writing on each other's hearts what we liked about them. It was nice to read what people had to say. Someone told me that I care a lot about my friends and that they love that so much about me. If they knew what I felt inside though maybe they wouldn't find me to be such a great person. Sorry, I'm heading to a downer again. I guess that means I should put this entry to a rest.